How do I know?

This is a perfect representation of my FYP studying status. And I still have piles of books lying on my table, waiting for me to make sweet love to them. Trying to remember what differs stagnation and static points. It's disgusting, ugh.

3 more days and it's gonna be show time for Sangae Murange 2009. Faisal had to crunch all the Mukkala solo steps within half an hour again. The challenging part is trying to figure out which step fits which part of the song/lyrics/beat. Having no proficiency in Tamil (ok, I just know the numbers and greetings), every point of the songs sound the same to me. I have to resign to the fact that time isn't on my side anymore. Gotta burn those nights away now. Hopefully Claudine won't wield out her cleaver chasing me around for missing so many Dancetitude practices.

So she's back at the door
Cryin like she aint done a thing before
And she's tryna talk me out of
Doing what I know I gotta
Fallin to the floor
I love her but I can't take this shit no more
But I can't live without her

And my heart says...

Maybe she's sorry
Everyone tells me
If I take her back she's gonna do it again
But maybe she loves me
Maybe she means it
How do I know?
How do I know?